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When people talk nicely to you, answer back nicely laa. When you are pissed, I know vulgarities are tempting but as much I want you to know, he was trying to calm you down and try to settle things. It wasn't so difficult am I right?

I MIGHT NOT EVEN KNOW MYSELF BEST BUT I KNOW MY LIMITS. I WON'T HARM PEOPLE IF PEOPLE DON'T HARM ME OR MY FAMILY & FRIENDS.

Things could be solve if you have been co'operating and patient.

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Zafwin, I miss you & California. I wish if only I never exist in Singapore. I miss surfing.

Can't catch waves here dude. I'm totally change here.

Tongue with the "Laa's" and the "Lor's".

Got a boyfriend who is gonna be lonely forever. Hating malay bitches.

You can rape her if you want to. I don't care.

I wanna quit witchcraft, but its hard. I somewhat regret learning black magic and all.

I need to go back Indonesia where my granda hut and sacraficing a life is hard.

Anyway, It's given to protect myself. It's not as if I want it.

This secret have been kept in me for so long.

I'm 19 and I wanna throw it before I get married or should I say die.

AND STILL I'M NOT WEARING A BIKINI FOR SURFING!

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Sinchie, get away from Guz! He is an idiot. Don't know how to appreciate people. People respect him but he himself don't know how to repect people. Cough wrong, sit on the floor also wrong.

people visit wrong, people there for you also wrong.

HE IS A CONTROL FREAK!

GET RID OF HIM!

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If SEX is about pleasure and getting WET,

It ISN'T!

The K.A.S.A. are going swiming today. pleasure mind and yes, getting wet....

REALLY WET!

shall blog again soon.

I have no respect? Are you sure?

Was meeting my boyfriend behind my back respecting me?

(before Valentine some more!)

Was asking him out behind my back respecting me?

(despite knowing he had a gf)?

yes i can't get over it. I'm a psycho, I'm a freak. whatever.

I will rest in peace

Don't push me

Probably everything happens for a reason.

Nightmares keeps haunting me.

Depression is killing me and this is dedicated to my boyfriend ex girlfriend.

Siti Kamariah Sumari

You spoils every moment of my time with A'im. You might not be be present on the venue itself but you are the rotten apple in our basket and you totally stinks.

SO WHAT

if your relationship with A'im was 4 years longer than mine?

SO WHAT

if you are prettier, fair and tall?

SO WHAT

if I'm not like that

SO WHAT

if I don't like make up and being girly-girly

SO WHAT

if you know how to pleasure him with better sex?

SO WHAT !?!

You have been a bitch in my ears and my eyes.

You even have the cheek to ask my boyfriend

-to go collect your laptop with you cause its heavy and your boyfriend was in camp?

-to buy gifts from you to pass to me?

-if he is free or not?

and you met my boyfriend the day before valentines?

WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM REALLY?

Now you are in love with a younger dude and you wish to have all the attention. Lovey Dovey msges, Dates here and there telling me?

I'M NOT JEALOUS LAA BABE!

A'im and I had better dates than you do

You thought A'im is boring and unromantic, don't write poems and if you really wants him, WHY the hell do you leave him anyway?

WHY are you in the picture when everything went perfectly well?

I love hardcore guys and A'im is one.

You might think he is boring but he isn't.

Singing an impromptu original song from the bottom of his heart moved me.

Headbangings and breakdowns is our thing.

Rock is our religion

Mosh is our dance

Gore is our language

I TREASURE SINCHIE & FALA.

A'IM IS THE BEST ROCKER BOYFRIEND EVER.

NO ONE SHALL SLANDER MY GF's OR CREATES TROUBLE TO THEM.
DON'T INTERFERE IN MY RELATIONSHIP.

SO LEAVE US ALONE OR REGRET YOUR FUTURE

many adventures

Bear with me a little... I haven been uploading since the previous post. Alot has been happening

SO GO AND SEE LAA!!

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A'im and I when for an Ice-cream date.

Menstrual cramps being a bitch!

So A'im got chocolates prepared!

Phish Food - Triple Choc - Strawberry Sorbet

whipped cream and nuts!

And thou its not caterpillar

but still i got the Shoes!!

we went to DAISO befor that and bought socks and soft clay

and weird drinks too

K'SPARK AMBASSADOR

A'im's Japanese rapist face

he moulds...

I moulds too

Our masterpieces

that's A'im's Robot

I love you

robots love

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The Night of national day i stayed at home. Not that I'm Grounded but because I held a BBQ party at my place. My mum sisters and niece n nephew was there. I asked a few friends to come over but they rather watch fireworks...whatever.

my cousins

Arfan and Arfian was enjoying their time too

MARSHMELLOWS

Daddy invited A'im

daddy do the fire fire

...n cooky cooky too....

the one in red is the two little kids mommy

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY

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Bored Friday

I read books again

I love his collections



I've been to her place often lately. And we cam whores


and again ...

and again

I love you Sinchie!

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Friday 22 August was AWESOME

A'im, Me, Sinchie, & Khai thought of

DOUBLE DATING

And so we did. Khai came abit later so Sinchie, A'im & I went to Sim Lim to get A'im's Computer stuffs. Spend nearly 3hours in there. He also got me a China Phone. Just to test test. A'im & Sinchie got their eyes on the same model & they were ranting about who saw it first and all. Funny laa you!!

I can't review much but this is how it looks.

camera ok but no flash. can take burst shots. very PDA style

can slide upwards

GOT ANTHENNA!!

(mane bley angkat!!)

And so we met Khai at Starbucks and head down to have dinner then head down for sheesha at Haji Lane. Talking crap & munch again. Browsing my new China Phone.

I SHALL CHECK MY SCHEDULE WHEN ALL OF US GONNA BE FREE & HANG OUT AGAIN OK?


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I miss you A'im

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and here are the pics from TAPESTRY

gone while at LJS

Before the set

khai khai

A'im center parting. hahahahaha

His strap broke halway thru the set. stupid

my hot hot boyfriend

Its 2pm and we are bored. So Tora drove the Deko's to Labrador makan place. the place make us feel like as if we in Malaysia I tell you. We proceed to Hortpark. So nice la the place...Sinchie, If you were there with me,we camwhore like hell already ok? Had dinner at The cheese Prata shop at pasir panjang then went to play at West Coast Park at night. So fun. the whole Dekotora was like having fun. I wish to come across this kinda thing again...

see how High I go

A'im was stucked

LOVE GARDEN

WEEEEEEEEEEEE

He made Mr. Scarecrow WET

I-I Sir!

...nostalgica...

I WANNA GO SWIMMING !!


AND

thank you Tora for sending us all home safely and DON'T you ever dare to jam brake and make me somersault at the back anymore!

ice skate date!

As I promise, these are the snappies of our ice skating date. Thanks A'im!

...relationship is like thin ice....

at the entrance

1,2 buckle my skates!

look at me go!

ouh hello!

the break

we will hold on together

no wings spread!

the "pro"

slide left slide right

ooops..he fell!

...but he is back on track!

the "expert"

A'im, lets cuddle!!