okgo!

First of all, I will like to apologise to you readers and friends cause I haven't been blogging. I been busy correcting and adjusting my way of life...

-PICTURE OF THE DAY-

random...but nevermind!

I WANT

-CLOTHES AND MORE CLOTHES-

-FRIENDS-

-GET OVER MY DEPRESSION-

-A CARING BOYFRIEND-

-TO BE LOVED-

-A LISTENING EAR-

-RESPECT!-

Well last week, I stayed at home and went to meet my psychathrist on Wednesday and A'im had breakfast at my place on Thursday and I went to catch a movie

with A'im and the adventures we had.

I cant upload pictures now...I'll upload it once my comp is stable...

I hope my mind will be stable too!

Today I stayed at some writing new materials and do house chores, what a chore!

I surf the net and looking for room designs. And I saw this bed!! I'm so liking it!! It looks like the pumpkin carriage on Cinderella Fairytale!

I wish I have a bed like that

but i think I'm already too old for it, so MAYBE, I should make it

MY WEDDING DAIS (pelamin)!

A'im, I want a Rockstar Fairytale Wedding can?

..hehe..ok back to reality Ary!! there's nothing on TV so i went Youtube n so I watched Icarly. Its a nice series actually and Miranda Cosgrove really knows how to kick ass! And her clothing's reminds on how i use to dress when I stayed in Cali years ago!

www.icarly.com

I've been pulling a long face on Daddy cause he always get stuffs for Samiul, my irritating younger brother! so he asked me what I wanna do with the money,so I told him that there is a list and these are some of the items on my wish list!

...get extensions...
...like VH, and like Dalia says "Ary!! get it done soon and take a picture of you naked and cover your boobs with the hair!!" ......OK Dalia, very soon! ha ha...

rainbow socks!

I just wanna get the Caterpillar working Boots like Daddy's

Yesterday morning was EFFING BORING la...So i took Arfan and Arfian for swimming at Yishun Complex. I know the boys gonna be hungry la after swimming so i fry some chicken nuggets and cut some celery and got some leftover peanut butter for snacks.

I was too busy watching the boys playing in the pool and too anxious finishing my book till

i forgot to snaps some pictures..

...and i didn't get to munch my nuggets nor my celery cos they finished all up and neither did i finished my book!

Well Daddy took out the Baby chicks and let them play at our garden. I asked Both Arfan & Arfian to name the chicks. And they named them PING & PONG!

-Daddy & Pong-

Arfian was Going crazy for Ben 10 with all his hands actions move since 2 months back...so Daddy spend some time watching some of the episodes with him and now

Daddy is ADDICTED too!

(he is wearing the Ben 10 tee I got it for him)

this is Ben 10

LUCKY GIRL

This is what happened when you combine Lucky Girl & Ben 10!

...this is Ping, the one at the back is Pong...

Ping wanna play Hide&Seek

Pong grooving to "Shake your tail feather!!"

...time for chickies to go home...

anchovies and portfolio

Thursday was hillarious.

I'm suppose to go for an interview which I did. I should disclose the company name but i can tell you its around Bugis for sure! A'im was late again, we are suppose to meet at 11am but well I waited till 1230pm.

NICE!

WHAT THE HECK??!

LUNCH HOUR OK!

WHICH HR DEPT WOULDNT GO FOR LUNCH AT THAT HOUR?!

so well I was furious definately laa! He didn't even get me chocolate or whatsoever.

I still got him a fruit...TASTELESS PEACH!

(A'im, go read between the lines or actions or whatsoever)

....and we walk around killing time till about 2pm....

I kept quiet the whole time and A'im should better know why!

...and we went to the office...

(we waited 1hr in there ok! bloodyfuck! who takes 3hrs lunch? IDIOT!)

Receptionist: (stares)

Ary: (whisper to A'im) EEEE! why she look so scary one?? Like monster (stares back!)

(what do expect from me?)

A'im: (whisper to me) GO Laa!! ask her!!

Ary: (smiling happy tone) Hi, i called in a few days back for an interview

Receptionist: As WHAT??

Ary: (cursing) as a visual merchandiser

Receptionist: (searching the files) Ou, fill in this form!

Ary: ok sure. (bloody long form) (filling in) here miss I've filled it up.

Receptionist: (call HR then ask me) where you get the information from?

Ary: youR CS tell me to come down anytime just not during lunch hours... and bring my portfolio

Receptionist: well, we don't do walk in interview for this position,you must send in resume

Ary: why did you tell me to fill in the form in the first place??

Firstly, i HATE the receptionist.

Secondly, I HATE doing stuffs for no reason...

GO TEAR THAT FORM LAA!!

i was devastated, A'im isn't much of a help. I almost destroy my portfolio, A'im stops me. We were fighting cause he just seem to care even lesser about me as time goes by. I hope he change..

WELL HE BETTER BE!

While he was saving my portfolio,

Pai & his GF(i dunnoe her name seriously)

happens to be there...so we followed them to get Pai's GF shoes.

Well girl, don't ask me for suggestions cause

I Don't fancy heels or pumps or whatever girl shoe is in the first place!

We stopped at Mcs to have drinks and fries and ciggies too...and we left until the girl beside our table just barf on the table la!!

...and so...

A'im came over my place and we session for a while. He strums, I sing! Can you imagine ONE LYRICS CAN PLAY FOR MANY GENRES LA!! well there was the EMO, the PUNK VERSION and the best was HAPPY HARDCORE!!

A'im, I want Jiggy Sir the Dragon!!

ok I'm bored now. BLOODY BORED LA! no one to talk too.. It's ok. A'im came over my place again in the morning. EY WAIT, he came at 1230pm! Its nice of him to drop by but...errrr...I dint prepare anything for him to eat. He must be starving la...so I fried him anchovies in batter fritters. He so KAYPO one I tell you.

GET OUT FROM THE KITCHEN WHEN I'M BEING THE CHEF FOR YOU!

We sat outside eating the fritters and drinking strawberry miranda. NICE!

Basically we spend the day playing with my neighbour toddler Arfan & Arfian & also baby chicks! yeap...as in the chicken baby...

A'im stayed till after DAWN and went home and STILL haven called me till now la...GUNDOO!

I MISS YOU TRUFF.

sorry la

I'm truly sorry cause I haven been blogging for quite sometime now...

I was sick...going in and out of hospital for merely a week now just for counselling. I rather have a friend to talk to me cause talking to my psychiatrist is such a waste of my time and money. but I think I have to really waste money cause all of my friends are basically too busy or just merely cant be bothered... how ignorant can one be??

DON'T YOU COME TO ME IF YOU EVER HAVE PROBLEMS OR

NEED A LISTENING EAR DAMN IT!!

What have money became of you guys?

Boyfriend?

ANOTHER IGNORANT!!

(he couldn't care any lesser)

I just wanna tell you how much i miss you and i just wanna wish you

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TRUFFLES!

You were always behind me, just not now...

well i just wanna say i miss MOSHING!!

What happened to all the cool gigs out there??

can you find me??

my big day

...and here goes

I told you GORE was in my blood

thanks Rueven...spot me

I'm always busy

...and always smiling...

..and having fun...

...and supports local acts...

...and smiling again...

NYP BANDZOUT 07

...and again...imyg

...you'll always find me in gigs...

SO DON'T TAP ME FROM BEHIND OR I'LL HORSE KICK YOU!

ALONE

I have reformatted my room. so YAY!

yesterday was damm bloody boring la.....I went to Mt Elizabeth for counselling ALONE, have lunch ALONE, ice cream ALONE!

where are all my friends? neither A'im accompanying me!

CAN YOU IMAGINE, NOT EVEN A'IM?!

Damm BLOODY down la...

I WISH I HAVE A GROUP OF GIRLFRIENDS!

u know like those who go out together for desserts or...

...like go SHOPPING...

..or soaking in the sun...

...or even SLEEPOVERS...

Well to tell the truth, I never been a group having fun like this before. I'm so jealous of A'im having his own group of BOYS!

Maybe its because I was too rugged and ungirly...whatev

so now I've decided to pick up a book on

"SOCIAL GRACES & ETIQUETTE"

Therefore I'll learn how to TALK, WALK, ACT & DRESS FEMININELY

I will be getting a tank similar to the one above and match it with my

Skinny & HEELS

...and I'll get a Tiered skirt similar to the one above to match it with my plain racer-backs, pointies and accessories!

...not only dress but colour me up and smell nice too...

ok...not to this extent!
gonna get the whole set. I DON'T FUCKING CARE !!

..PUFF my lips...

and stuffs from MAC!

...and boy, whoever hot guys suprise me with lilies or a bar of chocolates after my transformation, I'll Love You Forever!

So A'im, Bear That In Mind!!

WOAH!! yesterday was a HELLUVA gig la beb!! K well, DEKOTORA perform for the Silver Rock Gig. it was suppose to create awareness for a positve thinking for the mental aid or whatsoever...the msg wasnt clear cause we got a JIVE music band to a BLACK METAL!! kinda shock cause i think the genre is not appropriate la...but who cares?? they kick it well...

I remember there was this old auntie almost got heart attack when MEMNOCH IMPERIA starts of with a cover from IRON MAIDEN!!

"...errr...sorry la auntie,next time bring ear plugs when coming youth park...you shouldnt be there in the first place..."

we have to report at 1.30pm and guess what, DEKOTORA set was at 7pm!!

BLOODY ORGANISERS!! DISTURB MY SLEEP ONLY!!

well, while this old-timer band came up to do soundcheck,the vox ask for a drummer to do soundcheck with them cause his drummer was on his way to YP. So Ry-Zan stood up and had a little jamm session...so proud of him...we were too bored so the boys went to LJS and A'im and I took care of their guitars and all....A'im is so hungry so we left the stuff with Zach and proceed to LJS to meet Tora and all....we were about to buy lunch until...Zach called A'im...and.....

A'im WON the lucky draw and earn himself a 2GB IPOD SHUFFLE!!

We RAN like hell!! Fuck the on coming cars!!

...and he claim his prize...

here are some of the snapshots i got...go scroll

Ry-Zan with the old-timer band

Ayul screams for TNI

Zan from DUXTON PLAINS as a sessionist for TNI

Zach singing his lungs out

Praba and his guitar with Lisa on the touch!

"you look even skinnier Praba"

Tora guest performing for TNI

Tora getting ready

and TNI got an Award...

...not forgetting DEKOTORA too

...and I got POPSICLE & VITASOY for LUNCH!!....